In the dead of winter Calvin mends
his craft while waiting for the ice to crack
from January’s cold. Outside he hears
the whisper of a sleigh, or was it wind?
No matter, no one wants a ferry boat
tonight. He'd like a pint of whiskey though,
Canadian would sure be nice, remind
him of the life back home—Trois Rivieres.
There, they're living like they did in June,
all with sub-zero zest. But here he stays
at home refurbishing his block and tackle,
too many lengths of rope, and threadbare wear.
Canoes were more straightforward. Even traps
demanded less confinement than this river
living. But separation makes the heart
forget its suffering, its loss of blood
and country. Now the evergreens are braced
with oak. And now that whispering is knocking
on his door as if the northwest wind
returns to lay his secret on this land.
“Who’s there?” he asks the night. Another knock.
“The ferry doesn’t run past autumn. Off!”
Another knock, but this time louder than
the god of winter’s awful cataclysm,
or that’s what Calvin mutters to himself
rising to lift the frozen dead bolt lock.
“Who goes there on this friendless night,” he shouts
into the limits. “Me, you wild Canuck!,”
and rushes in; the room becomes alive
with dancing boots and fingers playing fast
unbuttoning coat buttons. Then his hat
goes flying through unwelcoming despair
alighting on a barren tabletop
creating something like a still life where
an active emptiness had darkly reigned.
And all that Calvin can sort out is Jack.
But that’s enough. If there was any force
he saw as friend, then this sun-weathered will
was one. Of all New England, only Jack
grasped anything of Calvin, Canada,
and why such distance circumscribed the two.
Too many whiskeys one extended night
enlightened Jack to Calvin’s narrative
of love and desolation, woods and blood.
Calvin had laced a small canoe for Anne,
his wife, from birch bark, rawhide, cedar, and
the cucumber magnolia flowering
in spring. They picnicked on the tributaries
of Saint-Maurice that May. But she desired
to see the great falls at Shawinigan
despite the twenty-seven miles of blue
demanding paddling up the river, north.
They gamboled underneath its rainbow spray.
Later while Calvin slumbered, Anne propelled
the craft alone too close to turbulent
surges of influential energies,
shocking her out of her canoe. She dropped
and struck her head upon a rounded boulder
and dreamt of eons washing over her
existence, wearing down her flesh to bone.
Her blood infused the river with an early
autumn despite the springtime all around.
And it’s forever fall in Calvin’s eyes.
But he’s five hundred miles from wakening.
“Wake up, you whiskey-addled devil,” Calvin
heard Jack’s invective-friendly voice as if
a foghorn on the river. “I’ve got news
that’s sure to make you want a double-shot
of something triple-worse than day-old snake
oil you call liquor, make you want to see
quadruple, speak in tongues, and listen up:
they’re building us chawbacons here a bridge.”
At first Jack’s words traversed impassive air
like Calvin’s ferrying the Merrimack—
the other shore stays distant, unfamiliar,
until that heartbeat when you understand
the far-flung shore is now your terra firma.
“A bridge?” he asked himself, forgetting Jack
to be the source of all particulars.
“And why a bridge? The ferry isn’t forfeit
enough? My services aren’t sacrifice
enough for sins? The river isn’t blood
one needs to wash his body in each day
but just impediment or waterway
to voyage above, some anonymous
abyss between inconsequential worlds
to travel over, disregarded and
forgotten, just another groundless void?”
Outside, the river surged upstream, an utmost
Atlantic forcing meadows, foothills, peaks
and all their distant runoff back to join
its source. Ice was lifting, fracturing,
collapsing over other slabs of ice
as history unfolded. Soon a bridge
would realize what the ice could never give:
firm footing over long disturbing currents.
While inside, Jack and Calvin downed their cups
of whiskey mulling over eminent
domain and Noah’s apple orchard placed
to sell. The window facing east was lit
with gritty hints of daylight. Jack arose,
raising his spirits high. “A toast,” he aimed
—they sight the river and the woods combined—
“it’s outside time you set these traps behind.”
THE END